Dear God,
I feel so outnumbered. I have 70 brothers. And my
mom isn't even a wife, she's a concubine (Jg 8:30-31). So I am the lowest of
the low in this family. Dad says that You don't see us that way and that he
used to be the least in his family, but that You changed all that (Jg 6:15-16).
Now Daddy is a judge and a warrior for the Israelites! They look up to him now
because he followed You and defeated the Midianites (Jg 7).
I guess before Daddy started following You this
place was a hot mess! He says that's why the Midianites were overpowering them
(Jg 6:1-2) and that since he started following You and ruling over the people
there has been peace (Jg 8:28).
I want to be the big strong one for once. Not just
the concubine's kid. I want to save people. Dad says I shouldn't. He says You
use people who are inadequate to do Your work because it shows even more how
powerful You are. But I think if you make me strong or powerful that would be
nice.
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